It is weird to be this proximate to wealth while having no access to it. I don’t know where I’m going to live or when I’m going to need to move out of the house I’m getting evicted from. I keep waking up in some of the deepest anger I’ve known for years. On the BART over here I was fantasizing bloody murder on the specific businessmen and women. I’ve been clenching my jaw because I’m afraid my teeth are going to fall out. I’ve been eating badly because I don’t have the energy to grocery shop at a place further than two blocks away from my house. All my muscles feel so tight I fear they will snap. The rich people who are trying to legislate the homeless out of existence or who are trying to make an even smoother eviction process for landlords or who think it is important to strengthen the police force deserve to be strung up.

It is weird to be this proximate to wealth while having no access to it. I don’t know where I’m going to live or when I’m going to need to move out of the house I’m getting evicted from. I keep waking up in some of the deepest anger I’ve known for years. On the BART over here I was fantasizing bloody murder on the specific businessmen and women. I’ve been clenching my jaw because I’m afraid my teeth are going to fall out. I’ve been eating badly because I don’t have the energy to grocery shop at a place further than two blocks away from my house. All my muscles feel so tight I fear they will snap. The rich people who are trying to legislate the homeless out of existence or who are trying to make an even smoother eviction process for landlords or who think it is important to strengthen the police force deserve to be strung up.